토요일, 2월 04, 2006
Hmm..
Hmm is this my second post of the day? Seems to remember writing an entry this morning before going for tuition. Hiaks speaking of tuition today is super dui cos i was like late for 70mins! At first it was supposed to be at 230 but i was talking to kayee online den i forgot about the time so i called lionel (he's my the other student ; shawn's younger bro) to change it to 3pm instead. Den i thought it was faster if i took 912 from woodlands cos his house is actually abt 15mins walk from marsiling mrt. Who knows i actually took the wrong 912 which dunno went where..aiya in short today was really a flop lar. 别提了。。
Resigned to it..i should stop being late for tuition..so pissed off with myself.
Hmm to tomato chan..hope ur confidence comes back k..^_^ N u are still on my list..heh.
It suddenly dawned on me that alot of pple around me treats me like a xiaomeimei (esp kw and angel). Lol. I dunno whether i should laugh or snort. Ok, maybe the former. Although seriously speaking, it aint such a bad thing cos it means i look young. Heh. But im quite certain it actually comes with the connotation that i behave in a childish manner too. Do i? Or do i just portray the image of some defenceless small ger that needs to be protected and cared for? I certainly dun think i look the part ba. But i know most pple think i got no strength. Haha ok i concede to that. Im just too nua to command any strength lar. Lazy~~ =p
N its a natural mechanism that when im with pple im close to i will let down my defences and become slightly stupider. So if u hear me ask u stupid questions (my most famous one:
wat day is today) u will know how i treat u..heh. Its an honour k if i ask u that question..haha~
But now even shawn thinks i seem like a xiaomeimei~ diaoz. How can i be a tutor if my own student thinks i have a baby face n asks me to go n sleep at 11pm while he goes to watch movie?! 气死我了。。
But yes..im going to sleep now. Haha.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:29 PM